The Beauty Of Neglect

from Thoughts of a dying vessel by Sapere Aude

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lyrics

The Beauty Of Neglect

For all those lives - I lived and for
All those - deaths I died before
A thousand bitter times
A thousand useless times
For all this - now - for all this
I find myself with - glowing eyes
Trying to grasp all those - bloody lies
What has become of this place oh
And what - and what of thee?

What has become of thee?
And what – what of me?

Thou took the colour from my world
Left me behind with thoughts so blurred
Life is solely like a pyre
And to ignite it - the desire
The desire - of mine

I find myself in emptiness
In this grey world – colourless
The kiss my lover brought
Empties into the depths in which I rot
In which I rot

Crimson tears - that I cry for you
This state won't let me go, a hell you’ve sent me to

The creeping end, I've come to cherish
The bloody lies burn on high - so garish
The iciness of your soul
Calls for its toll

Thou cut the smile from my face
Left behind, a cold carcase
Eaten by the rising sun
I will be utterly undone
utterly undone

I find myself in bitterness
A heart filled with tartness
There is no light and no shining
Life means none but solely dying

Do you know
The hidden soreness
Of groaning – unlit - tranquillity?
Do you know
That filthy feeling
When silence hungrily
eats Into your head?

Do you know
when the hush is yelling
And the heart
The gory heart goes deaf?
Have you ever heard - the sound
of rotting quietness?
And have you ever felt
felt its numbing roar?

For all those scars – those painful bounds
And for all these - Gaping gory wounds (I hate you)
All this suffering -You’ve sent me through
For all this – Oh I - I hate you (I love you)
All this pain – shackled me with thorns
For you I'm bleeding and lying torn
For all this – lasting deplore
This truly is – what - I love you for
– is what I love you for
– is what I love you for
– is what I love you for
– is...WHAT I LOVE YOU FOR

For all those lives - I lived and for
All those - Deaths I died before –
A thousand bitter times
A thousand useless times
Now - for all this
I find myself with - tired eyes
Trying to grasp all those - sordid lies
What has become of - of me oh
But what - but what of thee?

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from Thoughts of a dying vessel, released March 3, 2023

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